October weddings are draggin me down

And I hardly have anything to say

So I'm working the front desk and I'm wishing I wasn't here...how many posts do I start with that line? I don't know...probably a lot. I'm going to probably go into a random stream of consciousness on this one...it's going to get a little crazy, so read at your own risk.

In some small way I have found my way back to Sarah...and it is good. It feels like I haven't talked to her in forever but that when I do, we don't skip a beat and it's as if we never stopped talking...I think...I could be wrong on that one. There's just some people you know, and if you haven't talked to them in a while...you still know them. I'm happy about it.

I had a date last night with a very nice young woman. She kept me entertained and I had a lot of fun. I had a steak for dinner and then we went and played putt-putt. After a thrilling round of not keeping score (I did get one hole in one)--we came back to the building. I was sad that it ended so soon but she had to pick her friend up from work at 9:45. Oh well, I had a lot of fun and I think she did too. Perhaps a second date is in order? I dunno though, I had a lot of trouble getting her to go on this one...maybe now that she's seen the awesomeness of me she won't hesitate to go on a second one...or maybe it'll be the other way around. I was so lame she can't wait to get away from me...one never knows.

I'm having a problem though, I keep thinking about this other girl. I don't know if she's interested in me at all but I think she's amazing, and I wouldn't mind giving it a shot. But I can see that it could/might get to be a larger committment. I am not afraid of that, I never have been. There are some things that just seem right...and one does know about that.

Anyway, uh....last night Alfred, Bessima, and I went to Sonic. I used the last of my sonic card that Mallorie gave me. I'm kinda sad about her coming to Huntsville and not at least callin me and sayin hey. Yeah, that makes me a little sad. I don't know if I made her uncomfortable or what...I just don't know...But she could have at least called. I guess maybe we're not as good of friends as I thought. And that breaks my heart...no really, it does...seriously. I cried about it last night.

Sidenotes?
YES...DO IT.

1. Fire Alarm just went off.
2. Amanda Parkinson....whoah.
3. Ali W. (that was for you Alfred)
4. Oh the wonderment of a chocolate shake.
5. Train conversations are passing me by and I ain't got nothing to say.
6. "And so she walked out of our lives forever." -Doc Holiday
7. 7oz Steak sure ain't very filling.
8. I got a hole in one...I wasn't even trying.
9. Leslie Gray phone call till 3AM...gosh I was tired.
10. Mallorie...I'm disappointed.
11. Brandon Mader fears a tennis ball in the hand of Hew Tyler.
12. Thiago Carvalho is a man of few words...he lets his stern jawline do the talking.
13. his jawline says "you shoulda knowed"
14. Ali W.???
15. Adam Wilson is not the Pope.
16. Aquaman.
17. Brandon York is the XC bandit.
18. Wish I coulda gone to Tuscaloosa this weekend.
19. Ali W. wanted me to go to Auburn with her...it was so tempting.
20. Jeep is coming out with new vehicles. I like the Patriot.
21. I'm sick as hell of getting up to open the front door. I'm propping it.
22. 9 more minutes at the desk.
23. I pass.
24. I am definitely sad that Prothro broke his leg.
25. Brad Wilson is now a lawyer.
26. I'm going to get a Honda Rebel. DEAL.
27. Here's my vow to you I'll stay away.
28. October Wedding it's got me down.
29. Kelsey England rocks like a boat on a stormy sea.
30. Joe Ybarra is the man of the hour.

I'm writing a song all about you
A true song as real as my tears
But you've no need to fear it
Cause no one will hear it
Sad songs and waltzes
Aren't selling this year

I'll tell all about how you cheated
I'd like for the whole world to hear
I'd like to get even with you
Cause you're leaving
But sad songs and waltzes
Aren't selling this year