jamming to whitesnake...

Here I go again on my own...jugga juh juh
Goin down the only road I've ever known...


GAH! I hope you all enjoyed the guitar riff I put in there. So I think I pissed her off and I'm kinda sad about it.

Here I am working the desk at 8am. Like usual I feel like crap, and I don't want to be here. But I say that every time I post when I'm working.

I'm still waiting for a reason to smile today. SOMEONE, anyone please give me one. Called Leslie last night. She didn't answer. I wonder if she got blown away in a hurricane. So I've got duty this weekend....take the pager tonight and I hold it until Sunday at 5pm. It looks to be a promising duty weekend. There's an iron bowl goin on, and for once I have food to eat since I can't leave the building.

Last weekend I wrote a 25 page paper. I thought it was going to kill me. It was due on monday and I got it done around 5AM monday morning. Went to kinkos to get it printed and finally collapsed in bed around 6. Went to class to turn it in and discovered much to my horrid and terrible surprise that the instructor (on the day the paper is due) decides he doesn't want them till a week later. WHAT THE HECK MAN? I was so ticked. Anyway...I shot him. I shot him right in the face. Now I'm an outlaw and I'm on the run. Deal.

Yesterday the bessima slept in my room. Alfred, you were with a man. I saw you. Einstein cannot help you now. I digress...

So Kelly Lamb (this is just a conjecture....C....is for conjecture)......(W...... is for what about that guy?)--wow was that a little obvious? I KEED. I miss you Lamb. I haven't seen you in like two days. What are you up to? Really. I've got some duty this weekend. If you also have some duty this weekend we should hang out a little. DOODY...DUTY....DOODIE? Boo-boo.

Maybe it's time for some sidenotes:
1. She never came, she never even called.
2. I've really got to quit smoking.
3. I twisted my ankle...I have super ankles, unlike Nick Hensley who can hurt his ankles while wearing timberlands.
4. Yoda Ben?
5. His name is Carvalho--C-A-R-V-A-L-H-O...
6. this song's about training...
7. Bessima in my bed.
8. Britknee Lonergan is my beloved. I'm all you got.
9. Ben waits on Robert Orso.
10. I told them I wasn't drinking...but guess what....
11. Who is that? Wow she looks good.
12. Tell me what to do now.
13. Here's a box of Krispy Kreme.
14. Leslie Gray where'd you go?
15. It's cold enough to make yellow snow cones outside.
16. I was never good at peeing my name in the snow. I blame this on the fact that it never snows here so I don't get much practice.
17. I want to step on someone's throat with the heel of my boot.
18. "....is the kind of girl that is like the little sore in your mouth that would heal if you could just quit tonguing it."