Nothing says I love you like

TWO DUTY NIGHTS IN A ROW...

And it's not even my birthday. Ah, so many things a happenin in this place. Actually as usual it's 8AM friday morning and I'm working the desk and I'm bored as hell. I've only been here like 5 minutes and I'm already blogging. SHIT.

So I've been hanging out with a delightful young lady. We had a nice chat last night about just letting it be whatever. And I'm fine with whatever as long as whatever is whatever and whatever is something other than nothing. Does that make sense? I don't know. Reminds me of some lyrics to a song I can't remember from a time I decided to forget. But I enjoy her and that's a good thing I guess. Sometimes it's bad to enjoy people too much. I think I enjoy her just the right amount at the moment.

Ah, let's see...the HALLOWEENIE ROAST went well. I grilled hotdogs as Aquaman. I think the turnout was really good. I only ended up having to throw away something like 4 hotdogs and that ain't too shabby. Of course it took a whole lot of trouble to get the grill over to the building. I had to borrow Ben's grinder and cut the chain cause the stupid NCRH 0 staff lost the key to the lock. Here's what's better, taking the grill back over there the FREAKING WHEEL fell off and I had to get Ben to come and help me carry it the rest of the way.

Brian came and spent the night saturday evening. Pretty much we just talked and he played video games. I went to bed around 3 after the clock had been turned back to 2 (so it was like going to bed at 4) but I got a page at 5:30, and then another at 9:30....after that I just gave up on sleeping. Sunday Brad and Mandy came over and hung out with me all afternoon. Then we went and saw "A History of Violence." It was a little graphic...to say the least.

Let's see, Halloween? Eh. I wasn't feeling so great. Infact, I was damn sick. I've been damn sick for like 4 days now and I'm really effing tired of it. The major bummer is that I've felt like singing/writing some stuff on the guitar but my voice has been shot to hell. And then it came back and I played and sang for a little while and then it left again. So now I'm just letting it rest until this stupid cough decides to go away.

For those of y'all that wear fanny packs:
I have learned some new songs. 1) To Make You Feel My Love(Garth) 2) Mr. Brightside(The Killers) 3) All These Things That I've Done (The Killers) 4) Til Kingdom Come(Coldplay) 5) Hold MY <> Hand (Hootie and the Blowfish)

So this morning I woke up and buffened the guns. Then I came to work. Not anything really thrilling going on here.

I'm so tired of cough drops. I just want to not feel icky.

Positively 4th Street- Bob Dylan

You've got a lot of nerve
to say you are my friend
When I was down
You just stood there grinning

You've got a lot of nerve
To say you've got a helping hand to lend
You just want to
Be on the side that's winning

You say I let you down
You know it's not like that
If you're so hurt
Why then don't you show it?

You say you lost your faith
But that's not where it's at
You had no faith to lose
And you know it

I know the reason
That you talk behind my back
I used to be among
The crowd you're in with

Do you take me for such a fool
To think that I'd make contact
With someone who tries to hide
What it don't know to begin with

You see me on the street
You always act surprised
You say "how are you?" "Good luck"
But you don't mean it

When you know as well as me
You'd rather see me paralyzed
Why don't you just come out once
And scream it

No I do not feel that good
When I see the heartbreaks you embrace
If I were a master thief
Perhaps I'd rob them

And now I know you're dissatisfied
With your position and your place
Don't you understand
It's not my problem

I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
And just for that one moment
I could be you

Yes I wish that for just one time
You could stand inside my shoes
You'd know what a drag it is
To see you