What is that banging noise?

There's some kinda weird banging going on in the room above me. I am afraid.

I am strong. I am 21 days strong...I cannot give in.

So lately all I see around me is a lot of away messages on IM that deal with heartbreak. I don't know why...I guess summer is a time that everyone looks for relationships or has the time to think about past ones. I find myself not thinking...mostly. I also find myself not believing...wholly. Yeah, so...just the usual bullship going on here in this life. Nothing more nothing less.

This week I am team leader and it's a lot of stress. This is our busiest week yet and I can't seem to organize everything that needs to get done in my head...I just can't focus.

Went out with Rachel last night. I had a steak. Then we came back to my room and we watched "The Terminal"--I didn't remember it being such a sucky movie...but I guess it is a sucky movie. Poor Dovers called me last night, he got pulled over in Tennessuck for going 65 in a 55...poor Dovers in his black 2005 HONDA CRV...poor Dovers--The cops have a Dovers radar or something.

Sidenotes:

1. I'd like to hit you in the face with a wiffleball bat.
2. The banging I was hearing was Thiago with his hammer...nails
3. Joe Ybarra took my sister out on a date.
4. BOO...I hate pagers.
5. Sully is actually a father...shhhh...Malissa doesn't know. His puppies were hidden from her in order to preserve the hope of the rebellion...they were also separated, and one has been taught the ways of the force.
6. Sully Vader?
7. I'm about to go on my rounds.

I don't know your face no more
Or feel the touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in another time
We might as well be strangers

For all I know of you now
For all I know

-Keane "We Might As Well Be Strangers"